Speak And The Devil Appears

Speak And The Devil Appears

and everything goes through me on a Tuesday night feeling wrong yet right

I won't admit I'm wrong dramatize and move along

and everything you say I push down inside a hole where it can hide

resurfaces today its leaking out me through the sides

of the story that I've been victimized I have to realize

and face up to my faults the irony it makes me strong

convienient thinking used to mean everything i think i can't be wrong

the lies i feed myself a selfish figure shows itself

so will you go on when you can't see the darkest part inside of me a darker future lurks unseen

will you forgive me? forgive myself how the end will turn out we don't know

this hibernation heals the soul

so please let me go you're on your own

seems we can't face one last embrace

and i will return one lesson learned

please say goodbye inside i die

as i hid behind me fears

i've lost what i hold dear and the truth is what i fear

and i speak and the devil appears