Just Enough to Love You

Push me out from the darkness

To a sky that's colored blue

Somewhere someone's finding happiness

While I'm still here so hung up on you

Nothing is real and I want you to know

That I'm not alright tear open my chest

I'll try not to flinch won't make promises

I won't make promises, you taught me that

I'm still losing what's left out

My self esteem and I'm still watching

The slow fading of all my daydreams

The hardest things to say

Are the words that mean the most

So I'll bite my tongue till it bleeds

And I doubt you'll even know

The easiest thing to fake

Are feeling to fool someone else

And I've been tricked for so long by you

That I spent these last few months in my own hell

A failed apology

A day too late but now I see

That all you really want is to see me

Dangle neck first from a tree

What would you need me for

You've got friends galore

And all you've ever been to me

Is a waist of time and nothing more

Nothing is real and I want you to know

That I'm not alright when you tear open my chest

I'll try not to flinch, I won't make promises

You've taught me that

I hate myself

For loving you like this

And I hate myself for hating myself

Just enough to love you

Just enough to love you