Life Story

The world ain't no different now

The world ain't no different now

Never had a dime, my life a crime

Had me when I was nine, mom drunk off of wine

Ran with all kind her mind stayed wit the stupor

'Til a point she paid no mind to the supper

Stay mad but stay fronting with smiles

Stayed on the ground once and a while

First day of school never had nuttin' too style

Mister Colondre stressin' I ain't comin' in a while

It was a bummer, rocking the shit I rocked all summer

On the first day I was feeling some kind of way

And she wasn't trying to do nuttin'

You would think for the sake of the kids

She would enroll in school or somethin'

Now I know then was even harder

Especially for a single mother raising me with no father

Shit living up in this tenement, eating stale M and M's

Talking wild shit to Spanish immigrants

I speak in codes, man to severence

Always quiet than ben dichon to my madre

Even though she did nuttin' for me

Acknowledge me as I run down my life story

You don't know how crazy it is outside

I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried

Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?

Check the skit, nobody never gave me shit

If anything a nigga frame me and make me get

3 to 6 my first bid, no doubt up in Spofford

Had to be 12 son had to make a profit

Remembering robbed my moms wit no guilt

Eating pork and beans or corn flakes wit no milk

In school I smacked cats in a hurry

Moms didn't care she was getting drunk wit Mrs. Berry

On the first floor, I used to thirst for greenery

Picking pockets wit Seth and Jay from 106th Street

Yo fuck home, I'm tired of getting punched in my dome

Tired of this faggot ass nigga moan

That's when I started roaming, my hustling game is deep

Cats ya heard, ran from San Fran to Manhattan to Newburg

Notorious tell ya friends spread the word

Glorious my life story is absurd

You don't know how crazy it is outside

I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried

Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?

You don't know how crazy it is outside

I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried

Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?

Home from Elmira, got a little wider

I'm gonna keep it real still a scheme man conniver

Recognize the struggle I've it like a thug do

Hatred in my heart but inside I love you

See no matter what I will extend my arms to hug you

Knowing I am just like you, I am like the double

All I wanna know is how you pound me down

Yo this shit is real and you really jerked me around

But any way I am getting paid wit puff now

I can cop you a house I can send you some stuff now

So many levels jail take you

I appreciate jail because it made me appreciate you

I've been through fire and birth stone

Ised to be [unverified] not I cop the gem stone

I remembered when you rushed me

The time you said you should of flushed me

I forgive you ma trust me

You don't know how crazy it is outside

I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried

Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?

You don't know how crazy it is outside

I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried

Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?

You don't know how crazy it is outside

I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried

Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?

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