Long Road

I've created a monster, it feeds on my guilts

I'm lying with vultures, they're watching me wilt

Patiently waiting for me to decay, I've got half of my breath left and one stitch away

And I know they're not known to coven

They won't be polite, they'll just rip up my bones till there's no flesh in sight

But I'll be fine

It's a long road to the top

When your friends play the anchor you call, they don't answer

Don't ask me to watch while you're killing yourself

Heartbreaks, mistakes

Trust me I'm a mess, but I beat myself best

It's long road to the top and you're on your own

When the feast is all over, the crowd disappears

I'm never the uneasy sense that I'm soon to face all my fears

This is the only way I have to show you the things I'm too terrified for anyone to know

Honestly, it's just to be alone

But I'll be fine

It's a long road to the top

When your friends play the anchor you call, they don't answer

Don't ask me to watch while you're killing yourself

Heartbreaks, mistakes

Trust me I'm a mess, but I beat myself best

It's long road to the top and you're on your own

I wish there was an easy way to live my life

I'm sick of always acting like I'm doing fine

This is me, twenty-three

Count the ends so easily, I'm out of time

I'm taking all the chances that I wished you'd take

I past the point of caring about the bones I break

This is me, twenty-three

King of my destiny

I will be fine

It's a long road to the top

When your friends play the anchor you call, they don't answer

Don't ask me to watch while you're killing yourself

Heartbreaks, mistakes

Trust me I'm a mess, but I beat myself best

It's long road to the top and you're on your own

The perfect way to meet my end

Free for all with my friends

Dig your teeth into my skin