Sabotage

Ya, ya, ya, ya

Choices, everybody make 'em

And the truth is, something I've been thinking 'bout

Reasons, you said I don't give 'em

Maybe I don't know how

Excuses, boy I got a lot of them

Reasons, why I am the way I am

Regret, you said I don't feel it

Maybe I don't know how

How it got so ugly

I was begging you to stay when you left our house

Said you never loved me

Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth

Ooh, closed your heart and you locked me out

Ooh, took your beautiful lovin' I turned it out

Everytime I hear them talking 'bout you

I wonder did I play myself

And sabotage love?

Everytime I think about me and you (No, I ain't right)

I wonder did I play myself (When I think about it)

And sabotage love?

Mirrors, trying not to break 'em all

Bad luck, seems like they're always falling

Feelings, now I've got to bury 'em

And I don't know how

Memories of us in picture frames

Set on fire don't sweet the pain

How it got so ugly

I was begging you to stay when you left our house

Said you never loved me

Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth

Ooh, closed your heart and you locked me out

Ooh, took your beautiful lovin' I turned it out

Everytime I hear them talking 'bout you (No, I ain't right)

I wonder did I play myself

When I think about it

And sabotage love?

Everytime I think about me and you (No, I ain't right)

I wonder did I play myself (When I think about it)

And sabotage love?

Yeah, I'm off and at it

Admittedly got a habit

Of getting in my own way while I'm wishing that I can have it

The picket fences and pictures of family and foreign fabrics, I know

It'd be in front of me if I could only grasp what I wanted

And so did you, one hundred

Was overdue, was running

You had the clue, took warnings and feelings too

I wanna get over you but I can only blame myself

Think it's time to put these feelings on the shelf

For my health, yeah

I'm not the best at containing all my discretions

I'm not a saint, but damn it if I don't come with confessions

It's easy to block our blessing

Mistakes are for learning lessons

I use this shit as a letter

Apologies to my exes, yeah

Everytime I hear them talking 'bout you (No, I ain't right)

I wonder did I play myself (When I think about it)

And sabotage love?

Everytime I think about me and you (No, I ain't right)

I wonder did I play myself (When I think about it)

And sabotage love?

Sabotage

Everytime I hear them talking 'bout you

Apologies to my exes

I wonder did I play myself

Apologies to my exes

You use your shit as a ladder

Apologies to my exes

Ooh

Everytime I think about me and you

I wonder did I play myself

Ah-ah-ah